A promise was made a long time ago to never hide soemthing, and I kept that promise.

I have very dear friends here, and one of them I've known for almost a year now, actually, i beleive it has been a year.

I've posted a lot of journals that I guess some have read about a relationship that did end, but now its back together again. I could have hidden it but, I didn't, shes a dear friend and I felt telling her would be alright.

I wasn't aware i would get that kind of reaction.

And it hurts.

What hurts exactly?

That I am put in a mini paragraph like some personal hate letter that seems to be aimed directly at me because I went with my heart, not someone else's opinion. That because shes upset, and I know that i apologize a lot, she makes it feel like my words mean nothing.

And I feel like I can't tell her things...because I'm not sure if she'll approve.

Im going to keep it to myself then...if thats what she wants.